May 2012
4 posts
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No matter how hard you try, you're never going to...
Society’s going to judge you either way.
In the end, everyone's going to go their seperate...
There’s no such thing as forever.
Keeping your head up high isn't as easy as it...
April 2012
6 posts
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One part of me tells me to move on. But the other half tells me that you’re worth fighting for.
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I'm a sensitive person.
I don’t know how to stand up for myself whatsoever. I’ve always gone with the flow. I’m always scared that if I say something, I’m going to sound like an idiot. I’ve always cared about how people think of me. That’s probably why I get hurt so much.
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As much as I want things to change, it sucks to realize that things are different now and I don’t think that it can ever go back to what it used to be.
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There's no point in trying anymore.
You obviously don’t know I exist. I give up.
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I hate seeing you happy with other people. As much as I miss you, it’s nice knowing that others are making you happier than I did. I get jealous from time to time but it’s alright. But at the end of the day, I still care about you.
March 2012
13 posts
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Note to myself :
Don’t ever get attached to someone. The next thing you know, they’re going to turn their backs on you. You guys are going to drift. You’re just going to get hurt at the end.
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That moment when you read all of your old...
It sucks to realize how close you guys use to be. What happened?
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I'm not a risk taker.
I’m always scared of getting rejected or hurt.
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“People may forget what you say or do, but they won’t forget how you make them feel.”
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Why am I wasting my time on someone who doesn't...
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I've drifted away from 80% of the people on here.
The people that I thought was going to be there for me, left. I feel like I’m always the one that’s trying. Even if I start the conversation, it still wouldn’t be the same anymore. The conversations start to get boring and there’s nothing to talk about. Why can’t the things go back to the way they use to be?
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I'm sorry if I disappointed you.
But I’m not perfect.
“If you ask me how i’m doing, I would just say i’m doing just fine. I...”
– Gavin DeGraw
Im sorry.
to my parents: I'm sorry I'm such a disappointment and I'm sorry I can't make good enough grades. I'm sorry I can't live up to your expectations.
to my friends: I'm sorry I can't keep a long term friendship with any of you. I'm sorry we lose connection after a while. I'm sorry I never stayed.
to the people at my school: I'm so sorry I'm weird. I'm sorry I don't fit in. I'm sorry I don't look pretty like all you.
to myself: I'm sorry I'm was ever born, I'm sorry I hurt you. I'm sorry if I put you down. I'm sorry I made you miserable.
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That moment when someone's there to listen to you...
It feels so good after you’ve let out all of your feelings that you’ve kept in all of these times. And, it’s nice to know that someone’s there to listen and that they actually care.
I don't want to be your second option.
That moment when you think about all of your...
February 2012
25 posts
1 tag
One of my biggest fears,
is to lose you.
I wish I can say that I don't care.
But, I care too much.
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I hate it when people take my stuff.
If you want to borrow something, just ask. No need to grab things.
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Mom: What's wrong?
My mind: I used to do so well in school but I'm not anymore.
My mind: The people I call friends, aren't my actual friends.
My mind: I'm constantly feeling alone.
My mind: I'm starting to look at myself different.
My mind: Nothing feels the same anymore.
My mind: I feel like I'm going to fail at anything I try to do.
My mind: I haven't been eating that much and I'm hungry all the time.
My mind: I feel like no one cares about me.
My mind: I just wanna sleep all day and never wake up.
Me: Oh nothing I'm fine.
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One day, I want to prove people wrong who have had...
It takes 2 for a relationship to work.
If someone stops trying, the other one will let go.
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"Blood is thicker than water."
I’ve always taken my family for granted. I’ve never realize what they’ve done for me. But family is always first. Friends, boyfriends, girlfriends come and go but family are the ones that are going to stay. Family are always going to have your back.
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Don't ever listen to me when I'm mad.
I always say things that I don’t mean. All of the anger inside of me literally explodes. I mean we all say things we don’t mean, right?
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Every time I say I'm done,
I always go back to them. And I always end up regretting my mistakes.
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Be careful of what you say.
Who knows if you’re the one causing someone to end their life.
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I wonder who's actually going to stay when I make...
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Even though I miss you,
I see that you’re happy with your friends. I’m happy that you’re happy. Don’t worry about me. I’ll be just fine.
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I've been so confused lately
on who are my real friends. I’m tired of drifting away from so many people. I try to fake a smile everyday. I’m tired of people asking me whats wrong because honestly, i’m not.
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Following your heart isn't that easy.
Your brain tells you one thing but your heart tells you another.
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I respect people that are in a long distance...
It seems so hard because your significant other is 35894580949 miles away from you. I don’t know how they can make it last. I guess if you really loved each other, the distance wouldn’t really matter. It takes two to make a relationship work.
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Promise me that you won't leave.
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I wish I would have the guts to hit you up.
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I think "I love you" is overused.
It doesn’t have any meaning anymore.
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Everybody deserves a second chance.
Please..... don't.
Don’t risk your life. I know things are tough right now but please be strong. There are so many people out there that care for you. Things are going to get better. You’re scaring everyone, just don’t commit suicide.
I hate sharing food.
Call me selfish but I get so annoyed.
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Dear you,
You have no idea how much I miss you. We drifted so much. Honestly, I don’t want to lose you. We’ve been through too much. It sucks seeing all of those memories go to waste. It sucks seeing you happy without me. It sucks that we don’t even talk anymore. I try, I really do. I don’t want to let go.
January 2012
25 posts
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I'm tired of always being someone's second choice.
